I can say that I’m better, but I’m not sure if I’m completely okay. I’m pretty sure there will be times where I break down crying again, but I’m hoping that I’ll look past that. Because a bad moment, day, or week doesn’t mean a bad life. We all go through things, but life goes on whether we like it or not. It’s life. It’s not fair, really. But it’s life. And if you wanna survive and live to the fullest, you need to move on.
So today I went to Riverside with my dad (: It’s been a while since I did something with just my dad. We went to the Berean Christian Bookstore and I saw this shirt that said “You Need Jesus. Just Sayin’” and it reminded me of my friend Alex who always tells people that he has Jesus in his heart and that they need him haha (x
Then I went to Sky View Elementary school to help my friend with the children’s carnival and got some community service hours!!! ^___^ Yeee :D 5 hours and 45 minutes! I plan to get a lot over the summer c: It left me really tired cos I was running the food, and those kids really ran me over when the guy announced that we were closing in 10 minutes -.- Urgh.
So later that night I started texting my (like a) big brother and he gave me lots of words of encouragement (: I haven’t talked to him in like.. years o: Nah jk, just like.. months.
So today was good. One day past. One week past. A month will soon pass. And 2 months, and 3. And then I’ll have to face him again. But with the smile that says “I’m reading to face anything” (:
People.. Have holes to be filled inside of them.
Christ gives me strength. Philippians 4:13.